thanks for your replies gents.........
although i have back pain, thats not the big problem, because the nerves under my ribs were completely destroyed on the left side of my chest, i have little control over the left side of my core muscles in my abdomen.. the pains hard to describe, it starts with cold sweats, then my stomach feels like one solid mass, together with the back pain it ain't a good combo, tremadol does work for me and yes i was perscribed 2 tabs every 6hrs, and i self regulated my dosage, only taking them when i needed them, i feel that i'm not addicted to them, but the thats what most people say.
i came off of them for two weeks when i gave co-codomol a try, but they didn't even touch the surface of the pain, so back on the tremadol, then a few months ago i had to have a new doctor, he told me i should cut my dosage in half, i explained i rarely have the full amount, only on the bad days, and in fairness the good days far out weigh the bad days. i dissagreed with the doc, saying i know what works for me, but the govt is trying to get people off of tremadol, after several deaths due to miss use of the drug.
anyways i'm trying to give this new drug a try. so far i'm not impressed, oh and because i was tpft my insurance doesn't cover any of the medical bills.
which means i have to wait months for nhs treatment and physio. if i'd been fully comp, all of that would have been covered....
my bikes are the thing i love the most, after my family that is, but my family is in spain and i don't have them close by for support.
when i'm riding the pain fades away, as i concentrate on riding nothing else matters....
i also have to work thru the pain to pay the bills
i might take a trip down to cheddar, where a friend of my mothers is a pain specialist, she deals in alternative therapy, plus it would be a nice ride...
as for my weight, i've always been big and of course there will be health issues, i was very big when i went to spain 7yrs ago, i lost 8st, but since the accident and lack of mobility i've put 3st back on, which doesn't help. i've always been active for a big guy, and if i had the will power to not eat the bad foods i would be this size, as carl said i love my brain and fresh fruit breaky everyday....
once again thanks for your comments guys, it means a lot to me......
