Lost the confidence of youth?
Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2011 9:31 pm
11 or so years ago, I used to blast around (in relatively safety) on my Bandit 12.
I'm now doing DAS training on a CBF500.
Today, we went out around some country lanes, road was in horrific condition, pot holes, loose gravel, horse sh1t, tractors, poor road repairs. A familiar story in the UK.
What was worse though, that even on the straights, after 4 solid days riding this machine, I had absolutely zero confidence in my ability on it. I'm perfectly fine doing figure of 8's and all that stuff for Mod 1, but get it out on the road and it feels as though it needs really thrashing to get anything out of it. It feels, in short, uncomfortable as a machine. I don't feel part of it at all.
The instructor keeps complaining that I'm too slow and that I dont get up to even 30 fast enough. He's worried I'll fail for "not making progress". He also says I hesitate at junctions, but its because the engine sounds like my lawnmower and I feel like it will stall. 2nd gear around a relatively large roundabout, it chugs, literally chugs. Its not badly maintained or anything though.
The trouble is, the last bike I rode for any period, even all those years ago, would happily purr along at 30 in 2nd gear and I could take a right turn by easing off, no clutch needed, letting the torque carry me around, whereas the CBF seems to need at least third for the straights at 30. Then up comes a turn and I'm changing down to 2nd, but it doesnt have the torque to pull me around, so I'm using the clutch which just feels all wrong. If I don't it starts juddering and jerking.
I mean, I feel like I have absolutely no hope of passing on this machine, I just dont have confidence in it at all.
Has anyone ridden one? Are they really as bad as I think they are, or is it just me being a shitty rider after such a long layoff?
I used to be a confident but safe rider, making nice progress but not being a nutter either, now I find that it feels like the engine wants to explode when I accelerate (the power banding on the CBF is awful, with ponderous delivery then a major burst at 6500 or so at around 60mph in top), or stall when I'm turning.
I cant make sense of it and to be honest, I'm tempted to get the VTR and do Mod 2 on it, even though I'm worried examiners wont like me doing the test on my own bike, especially something so "pokey". I just cant imagine the CBF is worth the time and money (I can get an instructor "off the books") that I'm paying out. I'm looking at £150 a time for Mod 2 if I stay like this. It will eat into my VTR fund if I fail a few times.
I'm tearing my hair out. I find myself so focused on keeping the bike upright in corners and finding the right gear for corners of any speed, that its distracting me from what I should be doing, which is observation, not the ones they tell me to do constantly, but the ones I WANT to do, to remain safe.
Is it because I'm used to much more power, or I just lost all of my riding ability? I just wish I could go out on my own, without an instructor barking in my ear, on a Bandit 12, and see if I can ride as I did before. Never claimed to be a good rider, just felt confident.
Anyone offer any advice? This is a bit depressing.
I'm now doing DAS training on a CBF500.
Today, we went out around some country lanes, road was in horrific condition, pot holes, loose gravel, horse sh1t, tractors, poor road repairs. A familiar story in the UK.
What was worse though, that even on the straights, after 4 solid days riding this machine, I had absolutely zero confidence in my ability on it. I'm perfectly fine doing figure of 8's and all that stuff for Mod 1, but get it out on the road and it feels as though it needs really thrashing to get anything out of it. It feels, in short, uncomfortable as a machine. I don't feel part of it at all.
The instructor keeps complaining that I'm too slow and that I dont get up to even 30 fast enough. He's worried I'll fail for "not making progress". He also says I hesitate at junctions, but its because the engine sounds like my lawnmower and I feel like it will stall. 2nd gear around a relatively large roundabout, it chugs, literally chugs. Its not badly maintained or anything though.
The trouble is, the last bike I rode for any period, even all those years ago, would happily purr along at 30 in 2nd gear and I could take a right turn by easing off, no clutch needed, letting the torque carry me around, whereas the CBF seems to need at least third for the straights at 30. Then up comes a turn and I'm changing down to 2nd, but it doesnt have the torque to pull me around, so I'm using the clutch which just feels all wrong. If I don't it starts juddering and jerking.
I mean, I feel like I have absolutely no hope of passing on this machine, I just dont have confidence in it at all.
Has anyone ridden one? Are they really as bad as I think they are, or is it just me being a shitty rider after such a long layoff?
I used to be a confident but safe rider, making nice progress but not being a nutter either, now I find that it feels like the engine wants to explode when I accelerate (the power banding on the CBF is awful, with ponderous delivery then a major burst at 6500 or so at around 60mph in top), or stall when I'm turning.
I cant make sense of it and to be honest, I'm tempted to get the VTR and do Mod 2 on it, even though I'm worried examiners wont like me doing the test on my own bike, especially something so "pokey". I just cant imagine the CBF is worth the time and money (I can get an instructor "off the books") that I'm paying out. I'm looking at £150 a time for Mod 2 if I stay like this. It will eat into my VTR fund if I fail a few times.
I'm tearing my hair out. I find myself so focused on keeping the bike upright in corners and finding the right gear for corners of any speed, that its distracting me from what I should be doing, which is observation, not the ones they tell me to do constantly, but the ones I WANT to do, to remain safe.
Is it because I'm used to much more power, or I just lost all of my riding ability? I just wish I could go out on my own, without an instructor barking in my ear, on a Bandit 12, and see if I can ride as I did before. Never claimed to be a good rider, just felt confident.
Anyone offer any advice? This is a bit depressing.